‘Teased And Ridiculed’ By Woman He Met In Eighth Grade; ‘Started To Hate All Girls Because Of This’
But they hadn’t been in touch in years.
The Santa Barbara killer branded a model he went to school with as an ‘evil b****’ who sparked his hatred to all women, his rambling manifesto reveals…
The document, in which the 22-year-old Santa Barbara City College student likened himself to God, reveals how his hatred towards women began after he was ‘teased and ridiculed’ by a ‘pretty blonde girl’. She was a year younger than him and in the seventh grade when they met.
‘I hated her so much, and I will never forget her,’ he wrote. ‘I started to hate all girls because of this. I saw them as mean, cruel, and heartless creatures that took pleasure from my suffering…
‘The way I was treated by girls at this time, especially by that evil b**** sparked an intense fear of girls. The funny part of this is that I had a secret crush on [her]. She was the first girl I ever had a crush on, and I never admitted it to anyone.
‘To be teased and ridiculed by the girl I had a crush on wounded me deeply. The world that I grew up thinking was bright and blissful was all over. I was living in a depraved world, and I didn’t want to accept it.